Twilight Themed Video Blog Postponed for now!

I was going to start my video blog this week but I can't my mother is in the hospital and I am with her. I would've ordered it but I haven't had time to even look at which webcam that I want! It sucks so much that I can't do anything but watch her sit her in a bed and hate it. Its a hard thing to do but I know that I have to be strong and keep smiling. It helps to see the smile on her face when I walk in or say something funny! Its so weird how everyone regrets the things in their lives or takes it for granted but it completely changes when your looking at the person who you love and wonder whether or not they'll make it through another day or not. You can plan to do things one day and never make it there. It just goes to show that no matter what every moment should be a happy moment and that every thing that happens must happen for a reason. Never think that you'll be able to do anything at anytime because in that very moment God can come and take you away but when it happens its not something to be afraid of. Yeah you might want to cry but he takes them for a reason, to do something better with them, because what they needed to do in life has finally been fullfilled!
But anyways on that note I am very happy that my mother is still alive and smiling and I can't wait to see her walk out of the hospital. She will have surgery but she will recover and do it quickly. In order to be okay with this I know that I have to be positive and have a great outlook on everything.